I wanted to escape , to somewhere else, to a far away place, I wanted to walk away and hide , I wanted to tell people I don’t wanna go back . I’ve changed , I’m not the person they think I am , I am not as bad as they think I am, I am not as happy as they thought I always be . I wanted to shout “I quit” , I wanted to escape from a world of judgement , from a world where HATE lives more than LOVE, more than ACCEPTANCE,more than FORGIVENESS,more than TRUST . I want them to know I’m tired of shits and all I do wanted is just a good company , true friendship, understanding, real acceptance . I REALLY WANTED TO GO AWAY and to find more than what my eyes can see. REALLY …. But still here I am, standing up,wiping my tears, trying to be strong , praying still even if I feel so shy and small to talk to GOD because of all the sins I have, still trying to smile even if I’m breaking to pieces . This is me . No more questioning, no more why’s , it says it all . #thoughts #emotions #blog #tumblr #share #lifegoeson #trustGod
- You will never be happy if you continue to hold on to the things that make you sad. Let go if it keeps on hurting you. Move on to find the light of your world. If you keep on re-reading the last chapter of your life you'll never have a next chapter where is you're happiness is waiting.